Thursday, August 29, 2013

Time In Tube


Hello there! 
Thought I had better check in before it had been too long again! 
I met with both my primary doctor and rheumatologist in July, which I looked forward to, since I still haven’t felt the way that I would like to since about May of 2012.  Of course, I have good days and bad days, but all in all I am just not satisfied with the way that I generally feel.  There are too many things in my life that I am not doing and I want that to change.  I am fine having to take breaks or moderate for the rest of my life, but not omit nearly fun activities all together.  Thumbs down.


My first visit was with my primary doctor who increased my dosage of Neurontin to help reduce the amount of ibuprofen that I am taking daily since I told her I was convinced that I was getting an ulcer.  Also to take/eat Vitamin K to help with clotting as my bruising has gotten quite a bit worse.
I also shared with her that I have been trying to increase my activity, however have been held back by increased pain that seems to accompany it.  She recommended swim therapy to help me get back to where I want to be physically.  That was that appointment!
Next, I met with my rheumatologist.  This appointment was the yuzh.  No more beating around the bush, I said that the way that I feel is not okay with me.  I also asked if she would concur that it was time that I had another MRI, assuming that my blood work came back “normal” again, because I don’t feel normal.  I just wanted to be sure that everything was okay in there.  You might remember that when I was at my worst, my blood work looked rather similar to how it does now and only the biopsies, EMG and MRI showed how severe the muscular inflammation was.  For whatever reason, not all of my inflammatory markers are always spot on. 
To me, the primary reason for blood work every few months is to watch my other organs for any damage or increased/decreased white blood cells that could signal trouble caused by my medication.  So-far so-good on that front. 

My rheumatologist recommended swim therapy as well!  Very interesting!  So, needless to say, I will be looking into this.  I wish that I would have got on this when we still had a pool…
She also suggested that I take 1000IU of Vitamin D to help with my energy level. 

What the hell, add it to the Weekly Pill Organizer Tray!
Lab Results:

No liver, kidney or blood cell count abnormalities.  Vitamin D level in the normal range but at the low end of normal take Vitamin E to give it a boost.  Muscle enzymes show the normal CK, normal aldolase and a mildly elevated LDH. Thyroid tests normal.  C4 low in January but now back in normal range.
I was also told that the pill form of Methotrexate (MTX)is not always absorbed as well and in its entirety like the injectable MTX.  WHAT?!!  Son-of-a… 


So, I spent my 2 hours in the tube.  MRI for my humorous and femur to check for muscle inflammation.  All went well except for a wicked hip cramp towards the end. 
Time in the tube.  Just a girl and her thoughts.  Thinking about how validating it would be to have inflammation, “I told you so!”  How depressing it would be if there isn’t any inflammation, “You are really that out of shape.”  Oh yeah, and how happy I will be if there is no inflammation because that means that I’m healthy.  How I’ll freak out if there is inflammation because that means that I will go back on my MTX injection and start having a panic attack just thinking about it….Ahhhgg!!

Deep breaths.

Results are in.  No muscle inflammation!  I am healthy and seriously out of shape!  Slightly modified happy dance! 
Some other findings in my MRI, a ganglion cyst (cyst that comes off joints or tendons and filled with synovial fluid) attached to one of my left rotator cuff tendons.  WTH?  These are “innocent cysts,” however I have noticed that my left arm has been falling asleep lately.  After a quick Google, I learned that these often accompany a tear in the rotator cuff, which I did do back in High School…on the other arm.  Not to mention, this hasn’t been noticed in any of my last MRIs so who knows where the H this came from.  I hope it just goes away.

Also found in the MRI, wait for it, a stress fracture in my femur.  What???!!!  (don't worry - my leg feels fine)

My Dr. suggested it be from running or a recent fall... Running?!!  Have we met?  I don't ru...Oh.  Wait.  Yes, I did run.  Just the week before, down my street in rubber wellie boots as fast as I could after Runaway Teddy!  Apparently wearing tennis shoes is more suitable for these types of activities. 

In other news, we have finished our house, our yard and added a furry little member to our family, Teddy.  He is a dachshund, a “tweenie” and is a big, bashful, handsome boy.  We love him.  He makes me laugh and smile, which is always welcome!  Teddy also likes to run away and swallow live frogs whole.  We’re working on it.

Rosie likes the company, but is still playing hard to get.  I catch them snuggling together out on the deck. 
The Crafty Collaborative is exploding with traffic and I am super excited to begin exploring new avenues for the group.  We have been doing all kinds of fun projects and whipping up a lot of delicious treats!
My job is also great and I am happy to be part of such a great team.  Brad and I continue to get settled into our new home and are really enjoying our new space!
So, time to figure out how to get myself into a swim therapy class!  I am mentally ready to really tackle my physical state, especially now that I know that I won't be hurting myself if I push a little harder. 
Hoping to have great things to report next time!
Thank you for caring about me and my progress.  Being surrounded by so many people who care about me is truly incredible.
XO, Maren
 

6 comments:

  1. love you Maren :) thanks for the detailed update!

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  2. I know you have this illness. I know you are hurting sometimes more than others. I've seen the huge pill container. I'm pretty good about not worrying or making it a topic of conversation with you (per your request). I can even see how others might forget you have this, since you always look beautiful and always stay strong, but when I see it in print, reality hits me right between the eyes. I'm so sorry you have this rotten disease and hope that something positive will happen for you soon. Love you so much, Mom.

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    1. I'm okay, Mom. I promise. I love you!

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  3. Hey I have a quick question about your blog, could you email me when you have a chance? Thanks! -Cam

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  4. Certainly - can you shoot me your email? Thanks!

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