Hello there,
So, the last
time I checked in with lab work, etc., I was convinced that taking my weekly
Methotrexate (MTX) injection with ice cream was going to solve all my problems
(not really, but that is my incredibly brief synopsis from the last post). Well the ice cream trick didn’t make it to a
second try, I also quickly remembered why I took the shot at night in the first
place, because sometimes it makes me feel sick which is something I would
rather experience at the end of the day.
Then, I was
feeling sad about the figurative use of the word “orphan”. I have been around and around with where I’m
at with my Dermatomyositis. It’s this
crazy-ass disease that I loathe, yet I’m thankful for the lessons that it has
taught me, and the positive changes that have come into my life because of
it. I’m a different person than I was 4
years ago. My life is so different, but
I’m better because of it.
So without further ado, my recent lab work and all health status. I’ll get into the nitty gritty after getting the numbers out.
4/29/14
Labs are
good. No liver, kidney or blood cell
count abnormalities.
LDH is now
normal after being abnormal since 2010.
Anti-nuclear
antibody has increased to 1:640
Thyroid and
B12 are both normal.
No systemic
inflammation detected.
Blood serum
saved to test remaining antibodies.
5/5/14
Remaining
antibodies all normal.
5/14/14
MRI report
for left proximal arm received.
No
inflammation found.
Previous
cyst seen at the subscapularis tendon of left shoulder has shrunk (15 x 6 mm to
2 x 2 mm)
5/17/14
MRI report
for cervical spine received.
There is an
area of mild degenerative change at the C6-C7 disc caused by degeneration. There is no pinching of the spinal cord or
exiting nerves.
No abnormal
signal in the spinal cord suggesting an abnormal lesion such a Multiple
Sclerosis (MS).
If
symptoms continue to occur, it’s recommended that I see a neurologist.
The first
couple of results are from my regular 3 month check-up with my
Rheumatologist. 2014 got off to a rough
start and mid-February through mid-May was the worst. For the first time in my experience with DM,
I had intense weakness that came on suddenly and nearly caused me to fall. Thankfully, I was at home for the majority of
these incidences, and when out and about I either had a shopping cart to slump
over, or my husband to act as my cane.
I also
noticed increased weakness in my upper arms and thighs, a trademark DM flare
indicator. I struggled with stairs, with
drying my hair, folding laundry; the usual suspects.
Both my
regular doctor and rheumatologist were very concerned about this, but no one
more than me. As a moderator for the myositis group over at Ben’sFriends, as well as a member of several myositis
support groups on Facebook, I am
painfully aware of the struggles that my fellow DM patients face. I know that I am one of the lucky ones.
After
checking a few extra labs that may explain the weakness, my rheumatologist ordered
an MRI to check my arm for inflammation.
She also ordered an MRI of my spine to rule out a pinch, inflammation or
any lesions (associated with MS) on the spinal cord. The concern was that there could either be
some overlap (MS or other connective tissue disease). Since my last MRI had been 6 months ago, with
such a rapid decrease in strength, the culprit could be a demyelinating lesion
or transverse myelitis, both of which can cause a very rapid deterioration of
the spinal cord, resulting in sudden loss of strength as I had been
experiencing. Thankfully, it appears
that my symptoms were due to neither.
Thank God.
I can’t
quite explain what has been happening with my weakness, although I know that I
am not alone, as many of my friends within my Myositis support groups go
through these flares as well. My best
guess is that after being sick for so long, that my muscles have atrophied and
what I have been feeling as “DM weakness”, is really just weakness from being
physically weak.
I asked my
Rheumatologist if I would ever get my strength back. She said that it is all dependent on how
badly the muscle cells were damaged when inflamed. Some patients will never gain back any
strength greater than when the myositis was flared. Some patients will go on and build back
muscle and get stronger. Other patients
may gain some strength back, but almost be a combination of the two previous
examples, if their damaged cells are surrounded by healthy cells that can rebuild
and grow. Either way they road to
recovery is a slow and often frustrating one.
Both of my
doctors have once again recommended that I begin a swim therapy class and some
type of core strengthening program and I’m ready to take the plunge (sorry for
the terrible pun, I honestly couldn’t think of anything else to say). It’s been so hard to get going.
I have been
so weak that it has been beyond discouraging to get moving. It’s hard to feel the momentum of your
activity when you can only make it half a block and back and then need to lay
down. Baby steps though! I’m ready to make a change and get back to a
healthy place physically. Especially
since my labs tell me that I’m good to go!
In other
efforts to get myself to a healthy place, I have been looking into the
Auto-Immune Protocol (AIP) Diet. I’ll
dive into this a little further after reading my first book, but wanted to put that out there.
More on this to come in an upcoming update.
Lastly, and seriously least, my skin.
The little
bumps that I previously mentioned delightfully spread to my chest, jawline,
back of neck and side of mouth. It’s
called folliculitis and it
sucks. Well, apparently the part by my
mouth is called atopic dermatitis(aka eczema) and it also sucks.
These skin conditions are often caused by a weakened immune system and inflammatory skin conditions, to which DM fits the bill for both.
- Previously, I was using a combination of Triamcinlone Acetonide Cream USP 0.1% (hands), and Cloderm Cream 0.1% + Desonide Cream 0.05% for the spots on my face and chest.
- Now, when I notice symptoms I’m using the Triamcinlone for my hands, arms, chest, jawline and neck. For all of the previously mentioned except the hands and arms, I first apply Clindamycin Phosphate Topical Solution USP 1% to fight off any possible bacteria. The application is for one week, twice daily and it’s gone on the last day. I’m also using the Clindamycin Phosphate wash for the area by my mouth followed by Protopic Ointment 0.1%, same schedule. For the hands and arms, I just apply the Triamcinlone as needed.
The creams
and wash do seem to help, but then it’s only a matter of days or a week before
the signs return and the application regimen begins once again. I’m not going to lie; I know that it could be
so much worse, but this skin stuff really stresses me out. I feel so vain. I guess my skin’s appearance is more
important to me than I realized.
One thing
that has helped is to spend time with people who know what’s going on with me,
so I don’t feel like I have to explain.
I suppose this is something that I have learned about myself in general with
my health. It’s so much easier to know
that the people around you understand and support you.
Oh
crap. My foot.
The past 6
months have included 5 laser treatments, a small surgery, 2 shots of Bleomycin
(a chemo drug), a “burn & scrape”, and most recently a few rounds of freezing. My
dermatologist thinks that it’s finally gone, but wanted to be sure, so he froze
it and I nearly flew off the table. My
foot is SO tender, since we’ve gotten down to the very bottom of this beast, I
nearly karate-kicked him in the face last week when he hit it with the cold
stuff. I so hope that jerk (my wart, not
my dermatologist) is gone. I’m not sure
I can take any more hits on this flipper of mine.
I just had
another appointment last month (July) but I am still waiting on a copy of my
labs. I’ll post that update in the next
week or so!
Have a wonderful week!
Maren
Maren
